You're a fucker fuck you!``

1. I was hurt. I wanted to scream fuck you to anyone who would listen. And most assuredly to you.  I wanted you to understand the depth of how much you hurt me. I wanted you to know that I had wrapped my head around something that I really couldn't have. I wanted you to know how much I saw that we had in common. But you threw me out like I was trash. I don't deserve that. And you don't deserve someone like me. You don't deserve a minute of my thoughts - but I can't make you go away. I am angry. I am mad. You have no idea. Fuck you fucker. Go away. I'm better than you. I deserve to be treated better than that. I am better than you give me credit for . You have moved on. I can't. I dont know how you did this to me. I am a strong girl and you somehow have me by some crazy-ass noose. NO. I don't go down like that fucker. FUCK YOU! How did you occupy my thoughts for a minute let alone the amount of time I have given to you. YOU said it yourself - I deserve more than you. Damn right Fucker. I am more. I am better. I am leaving you in my dust. G'bye. Adios. Never again will you cross my mind. You want me to take you down. I could. I have listened like a good girl. Yep. I hear every word, person and number you told me....I have enough to DESTORY you. But I won't. I'm not that girl. I'm not like that. I don't seek to destroy you. I really had hoped that happy included me - it doesn't so Fuck you and your whole mess. Fuck you and your thoughts. Fuck you and wherever you are going with this self professed happiness.