Have you ever had one of those just sort of "off" nights? You know. The night where you really don't feel like yourself. I feel like I had one of those nights tonight. I usually consider myself pretty upbeat and outrageously outgoing - maybe even a little bit funny. But tonight I was just sort of BLAH. It wasn't the company. They were great. But for some reason - it just seemed...off.
Then I totally freaked out. Like, what happens if that is the real me? The one that is sort of serious, the one that was not doing a good job at all of listening, one that had too many other things on her mind? When was the last time that I had an absolute all-out belly laugh? When was the last time I could really let it all go and just be...in the moment? I don't want to be the serious one. That is not my role. I don't know how to play that part!!!
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