Thursday, September 6, 2012

Just Living Life

Ha ha. That title kind of makes me laugh. Because I don't believe that my life is really in any way "just living" as most other people might describe it. 

I get to do amazing things like going to sneak previews of movies (too many to count), special dinners, special trips, free tickets to sports games, sitting in private suites, VIP treatments...I don't really want to give any of that up. I like it. I like living a life that is beyond what most people describe as normal. I want to fully take advantage of it. Because I know that I am not always going to be offered these types of opportunities. 

But then there are things that are sooo normal that I pine for. Something that most people would not think much out of the ordinary. I want someone to share my great perks with (someone to do stuff with). I want a home of my own. I want my kids to grow up to be great and generous people. I want true friends. I want to smile and laugh. I want freedom. I want to feel like I belong. I want to be a part of something bigger.

Why is my "just living life" so much different from someone else's? I know I shouldn't compare. I can't help it. I want it. 

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