I look again. I re-read it and check the posts one more time. As if by looking one more time it would say or mean something different. It doesn't I know that. I think it is really clear. I don't want it. I want to believe the other things that I have made up in my head. I want to believe the fairy tale. I want to understand something completely different.
I want something magical to pop up when I least expect it. I want some other outcome. So this time when I look, I will have to look somewhere else. For something else. No matter what, it will be what I make it. Hopefully this time I can make it for EXACTLY what it is and not what it in my head.
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