I don't really believe that you can have it all. I have found that you can either have things going well in your business life or you can have things going well in your personal life but you can't have it all. And when your life is in shambles....well...you can't have it all so you have to figure out which one to focus on.
Right when I make the decision to focus on one part of my life things start to go well there - the other part still in the back of my head. The other one hoovering just below the surface. I try to focus on the things that I do have control over - but realize that I don't have any control at all. I don't have control of who will hire me. I don't have control over who will love me. I don't know the timeline. I wish I could make it all happen in my timeline - but the more I wish and plan the further any of that seems to reality.
I am sad. I am fearful. I am happy. I am hopeful. I feel like I have nothing to hang on to. Just when I think I have life figured out - I have found that I know NOTHING. I have nothing. I am....lost.
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